I'd put a
countdown timer for spm(145 days till spm) on my other blog, I wonder if I should put one here as well.. I so need to put it on my desktop as a
big fat reminder!! (note to self-find countdown widget).. The day to spm is sure is coming fast... I'm very worried whether the syllabus can be finish or not..macam
tiada harapan sahaja..yes, I'm starting to write with
correct spelling and what I hope
correct grammar as well.. Wishing for luck.. Anyway, this week I'd been
fasting for a few days, it's tiring and Cikgu also commented "nampak tidak bersemangat sahaja".. haha, I don't know what to reply so I just
smile because the truth is I'm listening to my mp3 during lesson.. so I don't participate in class..it's basically for me not to get distracted by other noises made by other people.. One thing that I'm very thankful is for my own self realisation of the days that is coming,
the very dreaded spm.. no more wishing.. just
studying.. although my result for mid term is fine, it's not great, I kind of expect something better for myself and I feel that it is not enough for my dream to study abroad to come true if I have that kind of result.. Sometimes I just wish to get all of this over, but I want to be somebody, a person that is happy and successful..so I just have to bare with it.. damn, i'm
sighing again, should stop doing that..
p/s can't believe I actually gain weight while puasa.. WTH
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