I must say recently I have been weight concious so much, I really think I am fat! Sometimes, I think should I be anorexia or bulimia, of course I choose neither. I think one of the reason is probably due to having lots of classmate that are thinner than me but apparently eat a lot than me, life is so unfair, I always say I want to lose weight, and I am trying but it is really hard, especially since I am such a lazy person, but somehow I unconciously start to eat less and less. I think it started during the middle of the year, I still remember how I am very sad because I could not finish a mcD burger set, not because I'm already full, but rather don't feel like eating. You must think I am kinda weird to be sad about something like that, BUT, I am a person who like to eat, so I eat whatever I want and regret later, but the FACT that I can't finish my food is saddening, I mean, think of all the poor kids that may not even have any food to eat, so yeah, it is sad. But I really want to lose weight, should I join a gym?? but then, I am such a lazy person, Oh, well. maybe I should be grateful, that I am such a petite person and won't look all that fat!
