hi, it has been a long time since my last post.. there are lots of reasons for that.. mostly because i'm busy, and since I was at mu aunt house, there are no privacy at all.. so yeah.. that's life.. and maybe because eventhough I have lots to talk about, I am kinda lazy to write about it..
anyway, this is my first post in America.. I am currently in University as a freshmen and I find it great to be here. I meet a lots of people here.. but there are no Malaysian freshmen.. just me.. so kinda lonely.. and plus the fact that I don't have a roomate yet.. actually, a lots of international student does not have any roomate yet.. but thankfully I met a chinese girl, she is really nice, and some korean girls which are very friendly.. and most of me senior are friendly and helpful.. the professor and admin people are very nice.. but I don't really have any appetite though... I actually have lots to eat, and I did eat, just not alot.. (maybe I will be thinner over time).
but truthfully I am really lonely, especially when I am in my room, I just feel like crying every single time I am alone and I guess this is really what homesickness mean.. but it's okay.. I think I will get better over time.. I really have nothing better to do, so I just went online and research the public transport system so I could go back to mak imah house.. so, I really feel homesick..