I just
realize I used to be such an
emotional wreck..one may wonder what make me said this??
well because I found a bunch of papers that I used to
scribble..and it is full of
emo-ish stuff..
looking back made me don't understand why,
my life was
not perfect, whose is..
but it's not really all that bad..
but I went through a
rough time a few years ago,
I even have
depression...
yes, I do
think about
suicide or cutting myself,
thank god, I
never done it
(mostly because I don't like pain
and I do know the suicide is an unforgivable sin)and I
thank God every single day
that I still have the wisdom to realize
that dying is not the solution
and for
being alive now..
Ya Allah, I do pray and beg for your forgiveness
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